There has never been a day in my life that I ever would imagine you disappearing. I never thought that a simple text message could change the course of my whole life. We were more than friends for a long, long time but whether we are together or not I'm still here for you and I always will be. I will still be here waiting to give you advice. Waiting for you to understand just what it feels like to be completely destroyed and have no other understanding of the life that surrounds you. I feel that my life has crumbled and I am falling off the edge of the Earth. I feel that pain and love aren't two different things, but they are one and the same. They hide behind a mask and always change into the other just when you think everything is perfect. The pain of love is a new feeling for me and I never understood just what this pain felt like. I know that you are no longer my girlfriend and I can no longer call you my baby, but I know that you and I will always be friends... and there is nothing that can change that. I promised to be there for you through thick and thin... and... that's a promise that I refuse with all the power i have in my body to ever break.
Love, Forrest.
I wish I knew what to say to make this all better honey.
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