Dear Crush

Well, let's see what I can say for today... There has always been SOMETHING there between me and you whether it was a big thing or a small thing it was still there. I don't really know what i can say because this is all so difficult. I'm just glad that I'm not being thrown away... I'm just glad that you are staying close... and letting me talk to when I need someone to talk to, and letting me have a shoulder to cry on if i ever need it. I know that what we have is no longer a crush anymore and we are just best friends but i think it's still necessary to write this to you. We have had so many good times together it is just something that we can't ignore. Walking down the halls of Westfield, skipping and holding hands while everyone stops and stares and thinks that we are complete IDIOTS. It makes me happy to know that we are the best of friends. Because only you and some other friends could get me through a hard time like the one I'm experiencing now, and I love you guys for it. But back to my crush. I know you're dating my best friend, but I still enjoy that Matt is your affair and I'm your back up relationship. It makes all of us hanging out so much more fun because of all the silly arguments we get into that much better. From shouting my name out the car window while looking for me at Chantilly High School to the "Lovefest" turned AMAZING with a HUGE tub filled with water and silly string, you know how to make everything better. And I love you for that. <3

Love, Your back-up relationship

PS. This letter is so jumbled i really hope you can understand it.