Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Day 21: Dear Judged
From a first impression i always thought that Matt and I would become some of the greatest of friends, and my impression was correct because we are almost inseparable. :)
Day 20: Dear Heartbreaker
I'm sorry for ever doing anything that possibly put our relationship in jeopardy. I promised not to do anything to hurt us. and i tried my hardest. I'm sure i'm why you left me... whether i know it or not.
Love, Forrest
Love, Forrest
Day 19: Someone That Pesters My Mind
Everytime i think of you i always feel like bashing my skull against the wall. i can't stand you dad.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Day 18: Dear person i wish i could be
I wish that i could be so many things.
I wish that i could be happy.
I wish that i knew the meaning of life.
I wish i knew why i was here.
I wish i could take back everything that i have ever done wrong and become a person that never makes mistakes.
I wish that i could be everything you want me to be.
Love, not myself
I wish that i could be happy.
I wish that i knew the meaning of life.
I wish i knew why i was here.
I wish i could take back everything that i have ever done wrong and become a person that never makes mistakes.
I wish that i could be everything you want me to be.
Love, not myself
Day 17: Dear Childhood friend
Nancy Jean Crowell, you have always been there for me and you have been here with me ever since we were young. We have known each other since we were about three years old and nothing has changed except me moving down here to Virginia. You are my best friend and that is what i will always want you to be.
Love, Forrest
Love, Forrest
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Day 16: Dear Foreigner
Klaudia Ciolkowska,
it has been a long time since we spoke and i really miss your company. i know that you will never read this but i will try my best to make sure i talk as much as possible.
Love, Forrest
it has been a long time since we spoke and i really miss your company. i know that you will never read this but i will try my best to make sure i talk as much as possible.
Love, Forrest
Day 14: Dear Drifter
Why have we fallen away from each other? When one door closes another door opens and all i want was for us to stay close. to stay as one is all i want. i want the closeness that we used to have way back when. :(
Love, your hippie
Love, your hippie
Day 13: Please forgive me
All i ever tried to do was make you happy. everything i did i did for you. i needed yoiu to believe me for everything that i did because i know that i wouldn't lie to you. I couldnt live with myself if i hurt you. so all i can say is forgive me for anything i did....
Love, Forrest
Love, Forrest
Day 12: Dear Person i Hate
Know that for all the things that i have ever done to help you all you did was cause me pain. I wanted you to feel like there is someone there to keep you company but when you sit around and give me shit all the time i'm just done with it. I can not stand to watch myself get hated on by you. You're not worth my time. so, please go fuck yourself :)
Love, your hater
Love, your hater
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Day 11: Speak with the dead
grand father... i know that you follow me around and try your best to keep me safe. i know you have been doing this since christmas in 1998. You are my guardian angel and i just want to know why. please tell me why.
Love, your grandson
Love, your grandson
Day 10: Someone i need to talk to more
Nancy, since i moved away we havent talked nearly as much as we used to. we have talked a couple times and that is just not enough. I miss all the incredibly awesome times that we have had. I love you.
Love, that one kid that had the adventures with the twins! :D
Love, that one kid that had the adventures with the twins! :D
Day 9: Someone i want to meet
Kerli, you are an inspiration with your music and i thank you for putting out an amazing album for me to get through a tough time. Love is Dead will always have a place in my ears
Love, your fan
Love, your fan
Day 8L Dear internet friend
Emily, you have no idea how much of an impact you have had on my life. I met you so long ago. in one of the worst states of my life when all i needed was a friend. and you became that friend. you became the friend that i entrusted with my life. i told you everything. there was nothing that i couldn't tell you. I'm so glad we have stayed such great friends. I really thank you for staying around and putting up with my shit.
Love, Jade
Love, Jade
Day 7: dear ex-girlfriend
Chelsea. I love you. i always have and i always will.
Nothing will change that. i am who you want me to be. whenever you want me to be there.
I will always be yours.
Love, your hunnie-bunnie-boobear. <3
Nothing will change that. i am who you want me to be. whenever you want me to be there.
I will always be yours.
Love, your hunnie-bunnie-boobear. <3
Day 5: Dear Dreams
dear dreams, I know you occupy the side of my mind that covers my conscience while i am asleep. You are the part of me that makes everything perfect when everything isn't ok. You make the pain in my heart cease when i have a good night and a deathly pain in my heart when i have a bad day. You kill me when the pain is unbearable in my brain and i wake up feeling like i died. My heart racing and never stopping. Please don't kill me.
love, ...
love, ...
Day 4: Dear Sibling
Heather. It is great having you as a sister and that you are by far the greatest sister I could ever ask for. I don't really know what to say exactly except that I love you and you are the best.
Love, your little brother
Love, your little brother
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Day 3 - Dear Parents
Well where should I start? Perhaps I should start with my dad.
Well, father I think the first thing I should say is that I am happy that i finally was able to get out of that house. It was completely necessary to get out of that house. I couldn't stand to live there for anymore time with you're new wife. I could not do it. I just can't stand her. I'm done with her. I've left to get away from her and how you ALWAYS take her side. I'm just done. I will not stand more than 1 week living in that house at a time. I refuse to do that. I'm done writing to you.
Hate, your son
Mother. Thank you for saving me from having to deal with Dad and "the bitch" for anymore time. I'm so much happier here despite having to leave all of my old friends it was great being able to start new. Tabula Rasa. I'm so happy to have a clean slate. It's good to be able to meet new people and new friends. If I never moved here I never wouldn't have met my 3 best friends. If i didn't move here I never would have met Curtis, Matt, or Erin. It's all because you rescued me from dad's.
Love, your son
Friday, June 25, 2010
Dear Crush
Well, let's see what I can say for today... There has always been SOMETHING there between me and you whether it was a big thing or a small thing it was still there. I don't really know what i can say because this is all so difficult. I'm just glad that I'm not being thrown away... I'm just glad that you are staying close... and letting me talk to when I need someone to talk to, and letting me have a shoulder to cry on if i ever need it. I know that what we have is no longer a crush anymore and we are just best friends but i think it's still necessary to write this to you. We have had so many good times together it is just something that we can't ignore. Walking down the halls of Westfield, skipping and holding hands while everyone stops and stares and thinks that we are complete IDIOTS. It makes me happy to know that we are the best of friends. Because only you and some other friends could get me through a hard time like the one I'm experiencing now, and I love you guys for it. But back to my crush. I know you're dating my best friend, but I still enjoy that Matt is your affair and I'm your back up relationship. It makes all of us hanging out so much more fun because of all the silly arguments we get into that much better. From shouting my name out the car window while looking for me at Chantilly High School to the "Lovefest" turned AMAZING with a HUGE tub filled with water and silly string, you know how to make everything better. And I love you for that. <3
Love, Your back-up relationship
PS. This letter is so jumbled i really hope you can understand it.
Love, Your back-up relationship
PS. This letter is so jumbled i really hope you can understand it.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Dear Best Friend
There has never been a day in my life that I ever would imagine you disappearing. I never thought that a simple text message could change the course of my whole life. We were more than friends for a long, long time but whether we are together or not I'm still here for you and I always will be. I will still be here waiting to give you advice. Waiting for you to understand just what it feels like to be completely destroyed and have no other understanding of the life that surrounds you. I feel that my life has crumbled and I am falling off the edge of the Earth. I feel that pain and love aren't two different things, but they are one and the same. They hide behind a mask and always change into the other just when you think everything is perfect. The pain of love is a new feeling for me and I never understood just what this pain felt like. I know that you are no longer my girlfriend and I can no longer call you my baby, but I know that you and I will always be friends... and there is nothing that can change that. I promised to be there for you through thick and thin... and... that's a promise that I refuse with all the power i have in my body to ever break.
Love, Forrest.
Love, Forrest.
The Challenge
The Challange.
The 30 Day Letter Challenge
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Red=Done.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
The 30 Day Letter Challenge
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Red=Done.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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